February 2012
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It’s been interesting lately. I feel like I’m in a haze. My sleeping habits have been pretty terrible because I’ve been wide awake in the middle of the night and nothing has been helping. So that’s been super fun with work and all.
I’ve pretty much spent every night except 2 with Church Dad in the past week. This weekend he’s going up north with me to meet some...
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So I now have a toothbrush at Church Dad’s… and he mentioned how he’s getting his mother’s (fairly new) headboard & dresser… and said that if he takes the dresser I could use it to, you know, leave some clothes… because I’m there so much…
Mini panic attack. It’s fine.
PS: he’s meeting my dad this weekend. As far as my dad is...
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RIP music
Led Zeppelin- 1969: If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me. Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more.
Nicki Minaj- 2011: You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe, you a stupid hoe, you a stupid hoe, you a stupid hoe, (yeah) you a, you a stupid hoe, you a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe (stupid, stupid), you a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe (stupid, stupid), you a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe (stupid, stupid) (stupid, stupid)
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Thank God for dry shampoo & baby wipes.
Because some days, showering is just too much effort.
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Sometimes...
It’s really hard not to take things personally.
Sometimes it’s really hard not to hate yourself.
Sometimes it’s really hard not to place all of the blame on yourself.
I’m feeling this way right now. I hate Valentine’s Day. I’ve never liked it. Probably because the first time I had a boyfriend during it, he gave me a yellow gold locket that had “a...
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Has anyone else seen this fucking SHIT?
http://www.buzzfeed.com/mjs538/horrible-reactions-to-chris-brown-at-the-grammys
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I am so bad ass.
So for Valentine’s Day, Kim and I decided to make giant hershey kiss cupcakes for our prospective men (and family etc).
We made homemade dutch chocolate cupcakes and topped them with homemade chocolate buttercream frosting which we molded into peaks.
Then we popped them in the freezer for a bit and melted some chocolate and dipped the frosted cupcakes in.
Then we put them in the...
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it's amazing how something as simple as new...
It’s truly the little things in life.
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I can't stop burping.
Loudly and it’s obnoxious. Make it stop.
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I'm a damn mess today.
This bronchitis will NOT let up. It was my last day of antibiotics and I feel leaps & bounds better but still have the most painful cough ever. Thankfully (ugh or not) I have a physical & pap tomorrow so maybe my doctor will have some advice.
To top it off, I’m feeling useless in life. I’m feeling inadequate. I’m feel in glide I’ve reached a peak with work and...
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Le weekend.
So I’ve been sick & feeling like death. I mustered all of my energy together on Saturday night so that I could have dinner with 2 of my favorite people at our favorite place. Here is a story of our evening.
There’s wine on tap… the soda gun also has vodka in it. So… HEAVEN.
I got my favorite martini (which at another restaurant owned by the same people is called a...
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That awkward moment when you cry yourself to sleep in front of your boyfriend because while you’re having sex with him (and it’s not going well because you keep “drying up” and apparently can’t get off during sex like you used to) he accidentally calls you his ex’s name.
True story.
Church dad feels so super bad and was reassuring me for an HOUR as I...
So yesterday I was still raging sick. I finally got an appointment with my doctor and decided that since I wasn’t going to work, I might as well let Church Dad use my car. So I came over to his place, he made me tea, we snuggled on the couch for a bit and he did errands. Then he took me to my doctor’s appointment (and BOOM- I have Bronchitis & an ear infection). Afterwards we came...
Day 3 of being super sick. Great.
January 2012
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ugh.
Church dad’s baby momma is at his place right now so they can talk about a co-parenting agreement and try to work things out civilly. She wants him back so she’s been anything BUT civil. Now, I’m not the jealous type. I know he adores me.
But… every guy I’ve been really into has left me (essentially) for another woman. Why should he be the exception? And she’s...
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Sometimes I really hate my family. Apparently if you try and kill yourself, you get fawned over and babied and have everyone take care of everything for you.
I would never WANT anyone to treat me like that (because it’s pathetic) but it’s ridiculous. Honestly. The world isn’t going to step on egg shells to protect little ol’ you, so grow up.
Mostly, I’m pissed...
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Dat Ass.
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Sometimes I feel like life goes by SO fast and I can’t keep up.
Everything has been okay lately. My dad is feeling the effects of his radiation treatments in a huge way. It’s super stressful & upsetting to see him feel so uncomfortable and drained. It’s also frustrating because he is stubborn. Ah well.
Church dad and I are doing really well… despite the fact that he...
If I ever have a child
indiefashionwhore:
I will name it Glen Coco.
and give it 4 of everything.
Never have I EVER been more mortified.
So last Christmas, one of my best friends jokingly got me this mini lipstick vibrator because I’m always stressed out and she joked that I could always carry it with me to de-stress.
I have never actually used it.
However, I keep it in my gym/overnight back with my toiletries etc. Well last week I was house/dog sitting for my boss’ ex wife. Well at some point it must have fallen out...
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I’m all for piracy. I mean, “artists” that don’t know a lick about music theory or music history that make MILLIONS and I have an actual degree in it (that I spent well over $100,000 for) can complain all they want. Oh! And then there’s the hundreds of thousands of dollars that I spend in piano/sheet music, CDs, mp3s and concerts. So those “artists” can...
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That awkward moment when...
So I’m house/dog sitting for my boss’ ex wife and my boss and his son stopped by just now because they just got back from Miami. So the kid was upstairs to get some stuff and my boss asks how things are with my new boyfriend and if we see each other much. I’m all awkward because I don’t like them knowing my dating life because… it’s weird. I’m paid to...
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I’m screwed.
How can you not love this kid? This is church dad’s 1 year old. His birthday party was yesterday and I made the cupcakes (which, quite clearly, he loved). But OHMYGAHHHD. That smile? Those chubby cheeks, his pudgy arms?!
I’m in love.
Fuck.
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I don't really care who wins any Golden Globes......
All I really cared was that Evan Rachel Wood DIDN’T win anything.
And she didn’t win supporting actress. So, YAY.
I really can’t fucking stand her. I liked her in Across the Universe and that’s IT. Everything else she has been such an overacting, pretentious, twat waffle hag. She acts the same in basically very role and, in every role, it fucking blows.
I. Can’t....
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So for all you girls out there, you know when you just get in those moods where you just feel… like you NEED reassurance? I’m feeling that. It’s probably because my period is coming soon and I’m all bagiggity and whatever but last night I really just needed reassurance (and some sex) and got neither.
I know that sometimes you’re just “not in the mood”...
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25 clever ideas to make life easier →
In love with this!
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Today my dad starts his first day of radiation...
He has to go 5 days a week for the next 8 weeks.
I slept maybe 3 hours last night because I couldn’t stop crying, worrying and freaking out.
I hate cancer. Cancer can suck my (nonexistent) dick.
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I have the weepies today.
1. Hope y’all had a stellar Christmas. I survived a marathon of church services. And got drunk.
2. I spent the majority of last week getting drunk in a mansion on the lake.
3. I am going to stop seeing Beau.
4. I’m going to see church dad and only church dad from now on.
5. Having a shitty week.
6. Can’t seem to stop crying today.
7. My dad starts radiation this week an...
December 2011
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fucking advent (and dating).
It’s crunch time for me. Christmas Eve is tomorrow and my 12 hour marathon of church services will begin. 12 hours with a small sleep break before going back to do a Sunday morning service.
Anyway. I still haven’t finished wrapping, I haven’t really finished buying and I think I’m getting sick AGAIN. Kill me.
I saw Beau again Tuesday night. We went to his house and...
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I need to stop buying things for the kid.
I have NO clue what to get Church Dad for Christmas.
His son’s birthday is the 27th (he will be 1) and, between Christmas and the birthday collectively, I have gotten the kid: a plush stuffed elephant that sings a lullaby when you pull its tail, a hat and mittens to match his coat, an adorable dinosaur onesie, a shirt, a plaid dress shirt/sweater vest/pant set, a hungry caterpillar toy that...
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HELP. I NEED YOUR HELP.
So Church Dad is doing something for me for Christmas. That’s all I know. I don’t know what or anything.
What do I get him for Christmas?
SERIOUSLY Y’ALL. I NEED IDEAS. READY? GO.
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swag update:
So Friday night Church Dad came up north and we went out with my friend and her current “friends with benefits who is basically in love with her but she just got out of a huge relationship and is dodging the feelings like whoa”. It was a lot of fun but both Church Dad and FWB are super into PDA so that was weird.
We stayed up until 3am drinking and playing asshole and then I got...
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update:
The old, loud, wrinkly bag of death is STILL complaining about children to their parents. Even when he “whispers” it’s so loud it carries through the hallway.
GO FUCKING HOME YOU OLD BAG OF DEATH. YOU ARE THE DISRUPTIVE ONE YOU PIECE OF BAH-HUMBUG SHIT. I HOPE WHEN THESE HAPPY, READING-GEARED CHILDREN GROW UP THEY DON’T HAVE SUCH HATRED TOWARDS EAGER-TO-LEARN CHILDREN AS...